SensingBeauty
musings from a brain on fire....
"You are the sky. Everything else - it's just the weather." Pema Chodron
I am a mirror-touch Synesthete, and I see the world a little different. I am also a mom (fur and non-fur), busy corporate software executive, doctorate student, anti-animal cruelty advocate, music obsessed, lover of fashion, passionate traveler, lover of vegan meals and people that are courageous enough for the deep conversations.
I also taste colors, hear music in inanimate objects, see geometric shapes with some sounds and have a crippling fear of just coming in below perfection. Other than that, all is good. For every perceived curse, there is a blessing, and my blessing is the comfort I find in beauty. It is a reprieve from the noise inside this busy thinking mind of mine.
The moment I hear a beautiful song or see an intriguing piece of art my synesthesia subsides. In architecture, I love subtle materials, concrete is one such material. Louis Kahn said concrete has a memory you can feel given by removing the formwork it was poured into. With fashion, the first time I saw Grace Kelly she became my North Star a benchmark for simplicity of beauty and elegance.
In music, deep, soulful lyrics have saved me often. Words are a constant source of beauty and meaning in my life and Poetry has changed how I read the world and define love. This revival of my blog will be my journey to achieving my doctorate in Depth Psychology with an emphasis on Jungian archetypes. Beauty is my refuge.
My hope is to create this one space for all things beautiful more specifically, this is for Mia and Mazy the most beautiful human beings I know, they have taught me to live out loud unapologetically – is there anything more beautiful than that?
much love,
Laurie